I love seeing happy people. Confidence is attractive.
I love seeing happy people. Confidence is attractive.
Just for my own reference, I've created a list of things I have in mind since I'm on a fashion craze at the moment.
House music, electro, funky beats moves my soul.
Inevitable to dance to. I love it.


I'll be attending 2nd sunday in san francisco this weekend! Colette + Samantha James.. yess..
As as I begin this new journey, i'm going to step into a positive light and try to resist the negativity that gradually overpowers me. I've tried becoming more positive in the past and usually with so much determination in the first few stages of the process but then later, i get so caught up with inevitable negative experiences that I don't even notice that i'm stepping back down. This time, i plan to keep it positive with some daily exercises to boost me up a bit everytime.
I've noticed that I've been very hesitant, held back, and uptight with myself. I'm usually self concious, but what i realized is that i have a boyfriend--the same one for the past 5 and a half years and he loves me for who i am. I'm only self concious around other people including friends and family. this is somewhat two faced of me to appear certain way to different types of people. So, to the point, I have a boyfriend who cares about me in every way. Impressing him is almost effortless. I guess that impressing other people regardless is important to me.
I need to bring out the true me. I shouldn't have to think about impressing other people because I already have at least one person who cares about me for me. I'm kind of stubborn when it comes to trying new things that i'm not accustomed to. for example, dancing in public or even grooving to music in the car when i'm not alone. I want to expand my comfort zone. With a few drinks to loosen me up but still conscious enough to know what I'm doing so that I can observe and control my behavior. This is my solution for now until I can build enough courage to face what's out there.

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